21 September 2009

oh dear god, give me a freaking sign

sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry. i know its been a freaking long time since i updated. wasn't really in the mood for computers lately. but now, i am! so, what should i talk about, ey? like seriously, there's nothing much to talk about. i gotta say, life is very boring. i mean, mine is to the extreme boring. same day, same routine. WHAT A SNOOZE FEAST! i dont know about y'all, though. i wanna do something fun. something that i would have never thought of doing before. something that my parents disagree. something EXCITING! without getting caught or get thrown in prison that is. okay, enough daydreaming. anyways, there's ''this''' something going on and i really really dont know what to do. both of them are my dearest best friends. they have their good side. and their very irratating bad side. but fuck that! they're still my best friends cause they really help me A LOT. they back me up and save my ass from rajinder and rohaya dozens of time. now, our relationship is at the ''downs''. REALLY REALLY DOWN! much downer that the underground down. so down, you cant even dig it out. maybe even, UNFIXABLE! and i am torn between. what am i suppose to do? who am i suppose to side? am even suppose to pick a side? should i just be in the middle of everything? but being in the middle is so so so hard :( Haih, i need help!


P/S: Happy Hari Raya Aidilfitri, people ;)

1 comment:

  1. :D Hi there fellow Malaysian! :D

    I don't know if they're rhetorical questions...

    "i am torn between. what am i suppose to do? who am i suppose to side? am even suppose to pick a side? should i just be in the middle of everything?"

    It always depends on the situation they're in,
    matters of life and death, some little fight over something incredibly simple when looked at rationally, or something in between.

    Like in Civics, try to come up with win-win situations.

    Or somehow I'm talking about something incredibly different... o.0U

    Anyways, it's still a phase, we're all still young. :3

    Anything might happen if you think it through and go for it! :D
    Be it someway you've never acted before, or be it something you've always wanted to just blurt out. Just apologize later, sincerely. C;

    Well, enough of my blabs.
    See how you guys do. :3

    RayaRaya!

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